Fae Ren Sanja

What's the matter-afraid of Temptation?

A Viera who is more than meets the eye. Most are drawn to her Hedonistic nature. However, many don't get to see what lies beyond the veil. Her body holds scars, but her heart holds even more. With her eyes hidden and her past on display, she hides everything behind that monotone voice of hers.
Perhaps you've heard the rumors? Perhaps you just wish for an intimate evening with the pale woman dressed in shadows? No matter the reasoning, once you have met Fae Ren, there is no forgetting this melancholic seductress.

a roleplay character written for FFXIV, written by @faethepagan

What's the matter-afraid of Temptation?

Dossier

Fae Ren Sanja


NAME Fae Ren SanjaBIRTH NAME Sonja KisneALIAS Ms. Ren, Rain drop, VeilRACE Viera [Veena]PLACE OF ORIGIN The Golmore JungleGENDER Cis Female [She/Her]AGE 52 summersSEXUALITY PansexualROLE Switch, Dominate leanALLIGNMENT NeutralMBTI INFJ-T -AdvocateNAMEDAY
1st Sun of the 4th Astral Moon

Personality Traits

PositiveCharismatic//Proper//
Nurturing//Confident
NeutralHedonistic//Detached//
Blunt//Calm
NegativeCold//Naïve//
Melancholy//Lack of self preservation


TAROT CARD Three of SwordsACENDANT/SUN/MOONScorpio/Sagittarius/CancerFLOWER Lycoris radiataRELATIONSHIP STATUS Polyamorous // BondedPARTNERSBatuhan Sanja -Bonded toMOTHER OF Mercy SanjaVOICE CLAIM Assaj Ventress-Star Wars: The Clone WarsCURRENT RESIDENCE The Brimming Heart in The GobletOCCUPATION CourtesanMuse at 𝙼𝚊𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝙻'𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚕 | Carnal House



Tropes

Emotionless Girl//Sugar-and-Ice Personality//I Just Want to Be Free//The Empath//Prefers Proper Names//Aloof Dark-Haired Girl//Big Sister Instinct//Femme Fatale//High-Class Call Girl//My Girl Is a Slut//The Oldest Profession//Dominatrix//Defrosting Ice Queen//Friend to All Children//Not So Stoic//The Stoic//Wise Beyond Their Years//Mama Bear//But I Can't Be Pregnant!



Details

Face

Veil The Viera is always seen with a mask or veil across her eyes. Please note, this is not see-through as depicted in gposes. This is meant to conceal her eyes. Although the black cloth keeps those from seeing in, she can, in fact, see outside of the mask. Although seen on her at all times, the veil does become a bother after prolonged wear.Eyes Should you have the opportunity to actually see the Viera's eyes, consider yourself lucky. She does not share this treasure with many. There are two reasons she will give for wearing the veil, and neither of them is false. It just depends on what she is comfortable sharing at this moment. She is quick to share her body, but her eyes? No.

Details

Body

Scars Her body is covered in scars. Some new, some old. On closer inspection, some of the scars are obviously bite/fang scars, notably around her neck and thighs. There is a large slash across her neck. Individuals who are accustomed to the horns of Aura, especially in combat, would know that is what this is from. Most notable is the large old scar on her hip. This wound looks as if it would have been fatal. Fae does not hide these scars; in fact, over the years, she has learned to embrace them.Tattoo She has one, it's the tattoo down her abdomen that ends in a cross. This tattoo holds sentimental value to the Viera.Piercings She has multiple piercings in her long ears. She adorns them with cuffs, studs, and chains. These tend to make a chime when she twitches them. She also has a belly button ring, and both of her nipples have studs through them.




skills and attributes

Skills


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Attributes


DexterityFae is a dancer, and previously in her life, she was a hunter. Being fast on her feet has kept her alive.Aetheric Manipulation Fae is able to use Aetheric manipulation to heal. Although the healing is weak, it has helped in dire situations.Archery A skill she learned growing up, Fae is skilled with a bow and has used it for hunting.Tending to the Earth / Herbalism A skill she picked up in her time in Golmore. Fae is talented with plants and making sure it's the correct time to grow and then harvest. She uses this skill to feed her family. Another skill learned from the women of the village. Fae isn't proficient with this; however, she does know a few herbs to help the sick and wounded and how to prepare them.
Morin Khuur An instrument she was taught to play by her teacher Ichika Ren to enhance her skills as a courtesan. She is proficient at performing and spends her time plucking away at the


Tainted

Aether

Recently, the viera has discovered, after crossing the other side, that her aether is tainted. Touched by the void, this can show itself in moving shadows or even whisper-like touches. Fae is not able to control these as of yet, and they seem to be in intense emotional states. Anyone with aether sight/ void touched / voidsent can see this affliction. If Fae allows you to drink of her aether, the corruption is palpable.





What's the matter-afraid of Temptation?

This section is currently under construction. Please follow up at a later date.

The Hunter

Location Golmore Jungle


//Born as a Veena, yet raised by Rava within the Golmore Jungle. She may refer to herself as Veena or Rava depending on the situation. She sees both as true.

// Her mother passed while birthing her younger brother Asger. After which Sonja raised her brother as if he was her own child.

// Sonja spent her time in the village tending to the plants and hunting.

// Sonja Befriended a Rava named Vjid and the two started to build romantic feelings for one another. This was a test of traditions verus the heart, and in this situation Tradition won when Vjid betrayed her.

// Sonja does not speak of her father or his passing before Asger was finally taken into the jungle to become a Wood-warder.

//Something happened in Golmore for Fae to give up her life there. She expresses how much the 'green way' and traditions have hurt her and others whom she cares for.

//Fled Golmore at the age of 40. There is a lot of speculation as to why. And the Viera tends not to speak of what happened that night.

//Fae has a troubled past with the jungles. She also did not leave there quietly. Perhaps you've heard the stories of the Veena who left the jungle with blood on her hands. Maybe you were even there during that time. Perhaps you are even sent to retrieve her for her crimes.Please note: If you wish to explore this we will need to plan OOC beforehand.

The Dancer

Location Kugane


//After fleeing Golmore , Sonja found herself in Kugane where she had to make a new name for herself and a new way of life.

// Sonja was found by the mother of one of the local brothels, Ichika Ren. Ichika took her under her wing giving her a new name (Fae Ren) and a place to start over.

// Fae would begin her training to become a courtesan. She learned the art of dance and music under Ichika's watchful eye.

// Fae worked under Ichika for some time before she eventually ventured into other cities to countuine her work. In fear of Viera from Golmore finding her, Fae countuined to travel and move from Brothel to Brother and even freelanced herself as a courtesan.

Location Ul'dah


// While working as a courtsan Fae started to be able to provide for herself, claiming a home in the Brimming heart and countuining her services.

// During this time Fae would come across individuals who were touched by the void. Instead of Fear, Fae decided to start servicing some of these individuals to provide them a safe place to 'feed'.

// Fae would meet people who would touch her life in one way or another. She loved and lost, was scared more by her trials and tribulations but she preservered on.

// It would be after a great loss that Fae would meet her now Husband Batuhan Sanja who forever changed her life. A man seeking to learn how to be a courtesan quickly became more than a pupil. Although she tried not to, Fae fell in love and her journey truly began then.

The Mother

Location Kugane,Ul'dah & Limsa Lominsa


// As previously mentioned, Fae fell in love with Batuhan Sanja. Both worked through the demons that surrounded them.

// They became bonded as of January 20, 2023 and have lived and worked together since. It's hard to see one without the other.

// After much pain and grief the Sanja's were blessed with a little one on April 20, 2024. They named their Child Mercy Sanja.

//Mercy was named after what they considered this child to be, a small little mercy in their lives.

// Fae now spends her days with her family, working still as a courtsan, and tending to their garden . Many have seen her in the markets of Kugane selling her produce.

What's the matter-afraid of Temptation?

Rules of play


First and foremost, in character and out of character are two different things. I am not Fae, please, if you do not understand that, then do not engage.21+ Roleplay only.: I engage in mature roleplay. Please do not attempt to RP if you are under the age of 21. If I find this to be the case, you will be blacklisted. Lala lewds DNIRespect me, Out of character: If you are looking for an IRL relationship, then keep looking, you won't find this with me.Rp Tag means good to go: If I have my rp tag on, then feel free to approach me in either Tell or Say. If it's busy, say chat, you are better off sending me a tell. If my tag is not on, still feel free to send me a tell about possible future rp.Para+Multi-Paragraph: I am a para/multi-para Roleplayer. Please, if you are a one-liner type of writer, just don't try to engage with me.OOC Planning/Walk Ups Welcome: Either is fine for Roleplay. Feel free to send a tell, and we can discuss what/where you would like the story to go. Mature RP: Once again, I engage in mature roleplay. Which could include subjects that are triggering. Please let me know about any themes you are not interested in exploring.



What's the matter-afraid of Temptation?

He showed me his scars, and in return he let me pretend I had none

Batuhan Sanja

Carrd //Bonded [January 20, 2023]

Daughter, my beautiful Daughter

Mercy Sanja

Daughter DOB┊┊[April 20, 2024]

Know that I am --here for you, my other half is an extension my soul and I will never abandon my soul for anything

Lucien Verandis

Carrd // Enemies&Lovers // Feeder

Thank you, for always being there.

Alkaid Zecht

Carrd // Best Friend

What a beautiful life you live now, Darling, please, continue to be happy. Not that I actually care, of course.

Gaves Hillvack

Carrd // Former Lovers

Seeing such bright star... Shining in the night with such vivid beauty..

V

Crush // Feeder

Take time for yourself, just like you have taken time for others.

Greyson Raven

Carrd // Friend

Raised you as if you were my child.I would be the only mother you would remember.

Asger Djt-Marouc

// Brother

Fae, if someone needs to go down to protect you,
I will gladly be your spear.

Grant Lockheart

// Friend

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I've taught you so well dear

Ichika Ren

Carrd // Mentor // Friend

You'll never touch me again.

Vjid

// Enemy

Grant Lockheart

Fae, if someone needs to go down to protect you, I will gladly be your spear.


You have always been my supporter. Seeing my potential even when I was unable to see it myself. If I needed it? You were there.Always the first to congratulate my accomplishment and for that Grant dear, I will always think of you fondly.



Then I say to hells with these fates. Chart your own path. Determine your own fate. That, to me, is a life truly fulfilled
-Grant Lockheart

Pyralis Cevas

Trust.

It was all a lie, wasn't it?My lover, I fell for you harder than I would allow myself to admit. I was afraid to lose you. I was afraid to never see your face again. Funny how fear will bring out emotions that you've kept hidden deep away. Neither of our hands are clean. But that doesn't mean we don't deserve the happiness we find in one another.

Drawn like a moth to the flames.
-Fae

N’ ye ready ta trust me. Ta give me every. Single. Ilm. Of. Ye.The tip o’ ye ears to the bottom of ye feet. I want it all.
-Pyralis

I'm afraid I'm fallin' hard for ye, love. Ye got me so hooked I'm afraid what happens if ye run out of patience fer me. Fer desire.
-Pyralis


Trust.


My lover, I fell for you harder than I would allow myself to admit. I was afraid to lose you. I was afraid to never see your face again. Funny how fear will bring out emotions that you've kept hidden deep away. Neither of our hands are clean. But that doesn't mean we don't deserve the happiness we find in one another.

❝Drawn like a moth to the flames.❞ -Fae

❝N’ ye ready ta trust me. Ta give me every. Single. Ilm. Of. Ye.The tip o’ ye ears to the bottom of ye feet. I want it all.❞ -Pyralis

❝I'm afraid I'm fallin' hard for ye, love. Ye got me so hooked I'm afraid what happens if ye run out of patience fer me. Fer desire.❞ -Pyralis







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